Hey guys I never thought I would say it feels so good to be home but it really does.. even though I was coming from vegas. As most of you know I have had a hell of a past two weeks. I was in LA for glamourcon but got extremely sick and couldnt even make it to finish glamourcon the second day because i was hospitalized. Anyone who knows me knows I wouldnt miss a chance to meet my fans at the convention for the world and im sorry to all the fans that were hoping to see me on day two. It was really freezing in there as well and it didnt help at all to the pain I was in. I @ first thought it was just muscle pain from the plane ride to long beach because I was really sick on the plane and cold but it turns out that after a few days of trying to feel better in the hot tub, using icyhot for muscle pain that nothing was working. The saturday night am I had an extreme attack and had to go to the hospital. I was really scared because I have never been to a U.S hospital and im a Canadian citizen but I was in so much pain that I had to go. I was so pleased with the staff at St. Mary’s in long beach. They took me in right away and I had every test imaginable done and they were very sweet and caring.

I hate hospitals, but was treated really good. After a lot of testing and pain which im still in and several extra unplanned days in long beach and a biopsy later, I found out i have a mass in my chest and fluid between my lungs and my heart. The mass is really big and it was tested for cancer. Luckily, the results showed that the mass is begnin, however, if i dont have surgery to have it removed soon it could become cancerous again. So im back on canadian soil and in extreme pain but doing my best to get through it and make it manageable with the meds till I can have the surgery. This is the worst pain ive ever been in but im a fighter and will fight through it. Thank you all for being concerned and for caring so so much. It means the world to me all the love the cards the flowers and the outpouring of support. Its been a really scary point in my life and to have all of your support throughout it all means so much.  I had some great people take care of me and be there for me through all of this and Im very very lucky and blessed to have you all in my life. Its not Canadian thanksgiving but I wish you all a great thanks giving and thank you all so so much for being in my life. Im thankful for every true friend I have. I went to Vegas after long beach Brianna Jordan took amazing care of me and I was really happy to be in great hands. In long beach Shyla Stylez, Kelly Divine, they were all right by my side. Ty girls for everything !

This was just an update to let you all know how Ive been since ive been in a lot of pain and havent had time to post. Tomorrow as  you all know is the day my father passed away when I was 6 and I just want to spend it reflecting on how precious this life is. Here is just a quick pic from the convention. I will be updating you guys like crazy in the next few days so make sure you are all free fanclub members.

I also want to say thank you to all of you who are helping me in the missfreeones competition. I really  need your votes so please register @ freeones and vote for me for every category im nominated in. I really want to win best adult model and best cam girl. I feel that I love what I do and you love what I do and I want to just continue to do that. It would mean the absolute world to me. Its still an honour being nominated and in the same category as such wonderful people.

I will be updating later, this medication has me  sleepy but I am so behind in my updates for you guys. Please go HERE and vote for your favourite girl ME . You guys all kept me laughing and smiling even overnight at the hospital. You guys rock. Viggo you are the bestest. !

Love you tons

oxoxoxo

Tay 

Here is a pic of me on the first day of glamourcon i was in a lot of pain but hope you couldnt tell

and some more freeones pics for you guys ! please keep voting I really want to win this ! vote HERE daily from every computer