Hey everyone, just wanted to fill you in on my doggy Shaggy. He was my first ever dog and I love him to death. He has had a lot of health issues latley I guess like his mommy. He has been very sick mentally and physically since I got him back from my ex…its a sad complicated story but hes with me for the most part now finally.

Hes had really bad anxiety and stuff and he chews his tail to the point where it had to get amputated (this was all when he was with my ex) and now for the last 8 months or so hes been living with a cone around his head, its been really hard on him. I have tried everything. I wish cesar milan could help. Everyone please feel free to email ceasar about him cause I could use his help. I just cant put him down hes the love of my life and right now I cant take a loss, he brings me so much joy, but if it means putting him out of his pain then thats what I would do.

I took  this vid of him and I hes such a little baby I love him so much he sits on my lap and just hugs me. Hes the best doggy ever ! This vid is kinda super personal cause I was going through a hard day/time but I always show you this side of me so im  going to show you now again. 🙂 Please feel free to upload it to YOU TUBE too and add it to your favourites maybe Shaggy will be famous for being so cute 🙂 BTW i warn u i cannot sing but im singing to my doggy so its not like its american idol lol 🙂

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Here are some more pics from the fun times at Orange County fair and of me with Kelly Divine and Sophie dee :). I had a great time with them as always. 🙂 See ALL the uncensored pics and never ever ever before seen video @ the free fanclub by getting your free screenname here.. IT only takes a second 🙂 and your in like flynn !!

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Me and one of my wins at the Orange county fair 🙂 heheh I love fairs ! If customs thought i wasnt bringing hello kitty back with me they had another thing coming.

me and sophie dee and our winnings double the smurfette double the fun 🙂

Me and the gorgeous she really is gorgeous man… kelly divine at dinner at katsuya and we were also avoiding paparazzi i feel like a kid with her LOL

and one more of me at the Nicki MInaj concert 🙂 Love my barbie chain but pinky broke it 🙁 boooo

I gotta get a new one

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Hey guys.. wow what a busy time since Ive gotten back from LA i have been having wayyy to much fun online with you guys @ my free fanclub that i havent had the chance to even do a blog post LOL to tell you all about my funnn trip to LA !! It was super busy but very fun and of course I loved meeting my fans the most. Adult con was super busy and I love meeting all the lovely ladies 🙂 too. I had the best time !! I also had a great time hanging out with my friends, shooting (top secret) lol.

I went on the TMZ tour it was sooo much fun LOL.. I also had some great dinners with great friends. I love katsuya their food is awesome.

I went to the Orange county fair with Sophie Dee,where I cleaned up when it came to prizes lol. I won hello kitty and smurfette it was amazing. I won hello  kitty at the water gun game it was soo good lol I had to beat out 17 kids to do that twice !! I did though yeaaaaaaah buddy ! lol hahaha and then you know those “one in wins” basketball hooops lol well I did it and won smurfette, they think theyre smart overinflating the balls and making the rims shaped funny LOL… it even says “hoops are not regulation shape or size” lol no shit hehe.

I also LOVED that you guys have TURKEY LEGS just like that at the fair ! We dont have that at all here ! lol thats awesome. You also fry the hell out of everything LOL i never seen that much fried oreos,twinkies,candyapples,cheesckae,dill pickles lol and omg I tried chocolate covered bacon too !! I didnt like it so much LOL.

Jordan Carver who is an awesome friend came to see me at adultcon shes always so much fun I love hanging out with her. It was boob central time lol 🙂 Isnt it always heheh. Me and Tanya Tate had some fun and the oh so cute charity  bangs shes a bundle of energy.. There is TONS more footage to come to everyone who joins me free HERE and special ty packages personalized by moi 🙂

The TMZ tour was awesome lol… I loved it so much. IT was so funny cause here I was trying to just take a fun tour and everyone was taking pics of ME LOL ! The cars that were pulling up were taking pics of me and even screaming “nice rack” LOOOL it was hilarious.. my gf says to me “how did that guy see your rack from there” im like you can see it from space LOL.

Make sure you all get your free screenname Here for your full ty package and access to ALL the uncensored pics and vids !! There are tons.

IF you wanna see me and @ Kelly Divine in action fun times riding a bull LOL get access HERE now lol its amazing !! Our boobies and butts were everywhere !! It was a super fun fest lol. I decided fuck cancer im getting on the  BULL :). I also enjoyed hanging with Vicky Vette as always shes a bottle of fun and seeing the sexy Sarajay :). Its great to be around good people especially now.

Anyways, as I have been having an amaaaaaaaaazing time @ the free fanclub with you guys..its been a really stressful couple weeks with the news and the hospital stuff :(. Dealing with treatment sucks right now but you guys have been making it amazing which is why I feel so great on camera and so blessed to have you all in my life. Come see me live im feeling extra giving it takes a second and you get your free screenname and you get a full ty package from me 🙂

Love you tons



me and the lovely tanya tate

me and my boobie busty girlie jordan

me and the oh so cute allie haze 🙂 we were neighbors shes a sweetie

me and charity bangs i adore her 🙂 shes so bouncy hehe

me looking like i was caught by the paparrazi 🙂 hahaha

me and keith from tmz he was soo awesome everyone email tmz about this picture with this link ! The tour was so great

me streaming live @ the convention with you guys on my free webcam so get your free screenname here  NOW


YAAAY… i love waking up to a new set from pinupfiles. They are my family. They are soo much fun to work with and they take amazing pictures. They always make you feel amazing and shooting with them is sooooo much fun. Tons of boobies always !! Make sure you get the FULL uncensored set in my FREE fanclub. Grab your free screenname cause im giving away some full action filled DVDS to brand new members 🙂

Ive been in LA and travelling shooting soo much you guys are in for some amazing shit this coming year. WHEN yes WHEN i beat this cancer i have endless suprises for you 🙂 Trust me they will knock you off your feet :). MAKE SURE you get your free screename because you will all get first dibs and be first in LINE 🙂

Im gonna be answering some more questions, comments and stuff good bad and ugly for you guys since I love to keep you guys filled in on everything. The last few days have been rough. Its tough when you are trying to stay positive and pretty much you get shot down. But I know things are happening for a reason. Ive been through so much over the last year, its helped me grow sooo much. I feel I have changed for the better. There are so many people that try to bring you down, and so many undeserving people that were in my life that are now GONE.

Ok guys…formspring time.

1.If you were to have a theme song, what would it be?

Thats hard cause I feel there are different theme songs for different parts of my life… I love music its so important to my life.. but right now its still Nicki Minaj “fly” :).  Esp the chorus :).. and on occassion drake’s “im on one” and def eminems “I need a doctor”

2.Do you think true love exists?

I think for some it does. I thought I was in love and got really really hurt. Right now its hard for me to believe in it anymore. Im just kinda guarded a bit jaded but i have started to open my world up a little bit and try to give people a chance. But u know the saying “once bitten,twice shy” Right now I am just focusing on me my health and getting better and I travel a lot so no time for love right now.. I am still waiting for that prince charming and mayyyybe he will come along soon. Im taking applications 🙂

3. How do you like your coffee ?

CRRRRRRISP lol i loved that commercial thats like my moms favourite chocolate bar. But I actually dont drink coffee at all. I hate it lol. I drink tea on occasion.

4.Mommy, Can I Go Out And Kill Tonight?

Dude… WTF lol these are the kind of messages I get lmao. Ummmm You can do what ever u want lol we are each responsible for what we do lol. And I am not yours or anyones mommy.

5. Whats the secret to a pretty girls heart ?

Ahhh if only men knew… every girl is different so I cant say but being loyal,loving,have a great sense of humour and treating her like a princess is super important. But she has to reciprocate. Dont give all of you withuot getting it back. Both of you have to give 100%.

6. Whats your favourite Rob Zombie movie ?

Devils rejects omgggggg… that scene where they played free bird was one of the best scenes in movie history to me. The song is amazing and the scene was amazing they just went so well together.

7. What television show would you like to see back on the air ?

Omg I love my shows so its soo hard to say but Ill name a few… Boston Legal (william shatner amazing), Sopranos ( i know it had to come to an end but fuck it was amazing) Entourage is ending and i dont want it to :(. I also love my old shows like sliders, 227 hehe 🙂

8. What is the one impression people get wrong about you ?

They are so intimidated by  me and think that i may be stuck up or unapproachable when im sooo the most down to earth person. They are always surpised when i smile back. I guess girls can be bitches. Im not 🙂

9.Have you ever thought about dying your hair jet-black. I think it would look very sexy.

Thank you babes actually my natural colour is dark brown and yes Ive had dark hair if you do a search or just look back on my blog you will see me with dark hair :). I love it. But im a blondie at heart. Im middle eastern so i have tanned skin and dark hair naturally 🙂

10. Which ingredient do you find yourself most frequently cooking with?

Extra Virgin Olive oil.. healthy for you and great for cooking :).

Ok guys thats about all for today I know its only WED its hump day lets get over it and have a party ! Im live all night long @ my free fanclub so grab your free screenname make sure you email me ure screenname and addy so i can mail u the free dvd and join in the fun !! Check out Pinupfiles and my FREE FANCLUB for the full set 🙂 woot



Hey guys… I know its been a while since ive update about my health, partly because I didnt really know what was going on and the other part because the prognosis isnt good. I had been doing my chemo regularly and the tumor had shrunk quite a bit, then I started reacting not so great to the chemo and had to take injections that would help my white blood cell count because it was so low.

I went to the doctor yesterday to get the results of my petscan… the results were that they thought the tumour would have shurnk more by now but it hasnt. It was not a good response. So after chemo, I will have radiation. I meet with my radiation doctor on Thursday they need me to start asap because its already been too long. Its not what i was hoping for but I will keep fighting this fight. Its a long ways away but I am a tough cookie and I will be kicking ass and taking names. Just keep keeping me company making me smile and being the amazing people that you are 🙂

You have all really been amazing through this and so supportive. And while Ive been going through some really tough times and moments its nice to look up and know your there. I have been having an amazing time on cam with you guys. I feel happiest there and I feel normal and you guys make me laugh and smile and they do say laughter is the best medecine right ?

Ill continue to keep you posted. Dont feel bad feel happy cause This will only make me a stronger person. Everything happens for a reason 🙂

Now back to the good stuff . Im live on cam alll week long and its Titty Tuesday today so lets have some fun !! Im giving away free never seen before dvds to anyone who gets their free screenname here. Im doing so many fun shows its been a blast :). So come see your official number ONE webcam girl LIVE in action. IM button bursting, bikini wearing, bra busting, and wet tshirting it all over the place 🙂

Lets have some fun ! And its Titty Tuesday so you knowwwww IM gonna give you a kick ass titty pic 🙂

Love you tons… grab your free screenname now and then email me your screenname and addy via the get in touch button on here 🙂